I always wanted to write a story about something personal, so I choose to tell about school bullying because I experienced it from all the possible sides. When I was younger, due to personal problems, I started as a bully in elementary school, later I was bullied and sometimes I was a passive viewer of bullying.
The story follows a young girl who is bullying others in school. My aim was to analyze her reasons, her motives and understand what makes someone a bully. In this case, due to problems at home, the girl is carrying a heavy weight that causes tension in her. When this tension explodes it hurts the ones that are close and isolates her from the others. The monster is an impersonation of this undetermined tension and anger that builds up in her. At the end the story offers a solution showing that, with patience, monsters can be tamed and walls can be teared down.
Since the first time I’ve visited the Children’s Book Fair in Bologna, I was fascinated by the silent book section. I wanted to try myself in front of a jury that represents the quality I want to reach in the future. Being selected among the finalists is a great feedback that I’m on the right path towards that.
For my 13 years old self.
Agnes is freelance illustrator from Hungary, currently living in Budapest. She took her BA degree in Graphic design at the Eszterházy Károly University in 2015 then continued with UI/UX. She started her career as a web designer, but in the last four years She has been focusing on illustration only. She started to work for BOOKR Kids in 2018 and since then I illustrated more than 50 digital children’s books for them. During these years She also illustrated almost fifteen books for other Hungarian children’s books publishers such as Kolibri Children’s publishing, Naphegy (Sun-hill) Publishing, Móra Publishing House and John Calvin Publishing House.